It was my Aunts funeral today. It was such a sad day. I have been crying most of the day, i just cant seem to stop. But its not enough. The pain is so strong, i just dont know anymore. The urge to cut is not that strong yet. I hope it doesnt get stronger, because i know i will and i have been 21 days now. I cant take this pain. I want it to go. I feel so lost. So alone. I just want to fade away. To leave this place. Why wont he let me go...?
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