When I was a child i was abused as a teenager it grew into sexual abuse that I always kept quiet, now as an adult and the memories have come flooding back things are happening to me I have never ever had happen. When flashbacks or memories come flooding I all of a sudden find myself wanting to hurt areas of my body or cut places mostly private parts of my body and find while I am doing it cutting my breasts or something I have no feeling until it is over. I have a good job my life has been very complete up until this has started happening oh dear god what is wrong with me please help me.
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