I haven't cut in over three weeks, but now tonight I'm having horrible urges. Worse than I've had in quite awhile. I don't know what to do. I want to be done with this forever. I never want to scar myself again but the urge is so strong. I just want to feel the blade against my skin and watch as the thin red line appears. I can't take this anymore. I feel so alone. The one person I could always call when I felt this way is now gone from my life. I'm so alone....
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