There are only 2 things that bother me about cutting: The scars and the misunderstanding people. I hate how this is something that is not widely understood. I mean people can tell you they have an eating disorder or a drinking problem or that they are depressed or bipolar or see a counselor and no one really thinks much of it. Its just gotten to be the norm. Why is cutting so different? We have a lot of the same issues as all of those things! There really aren't much differences. This is just how our minds choose to be able to deal with things. I have no idea where my urges come from but they are REAL. It is not something I control. Why can't people just understand and not think we're all a bunch of psychos? We're not. If this was accepted and I didn't have to worry about my scars then I would have no issue with cutting. I enjoy it, it makes me feel better and other than those 2 things I see no reason for stopping. I wish I was someone who had a way of coping that was easier!
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