guess this is harder than i thought..after one year thought i was freee or almost free..but this is hard ..last nite was just writing a stupid letter to the mother that i dont have anymore..then everything just came crashing down...i just cudn't take life no more and that life's just a bitch ...i just cudn't be the strong gurl that everyone expects me to be... i really cant do this no more..i really want to cut ..i haven't had urge this bad for awhile so i thought i was out of the woods...geez i cant be bothered no more ...i now want to die not only cut ....want to cut to take away the pain,the hurt,the abandonment its been a year i cant go back but i seee myself slipping...i really cant do this i feel like i'm gonna have a breakdown sooon i want to die i want to leave this world forever i dont want to be here no more...guess i need help, prayer or sumthing hopefully i can hold out for tonite again...HELP MEEEE PLEASE
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