I don't know what to do with myself; I have no respect for myself. Christmas has come and gone with me just having an empty feeling inside. Through the Christmas break, within the last week I'd say, I've cut 3 seperate times. I've just given up on not doing it. I've tried, I really have but it seems theres just no point to it now. I've got the blades hidden all over my room....they're just so hard to get rid of.
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