im finding it really hard to create a life for myself outside of hospital. i spent over 3 months already in a psych ward this year and about 50 per cent of my time in hosp over the last two years. i am so used to 'living' in hospital that i dont feel like i have an identity away from it. i have been out for two months but i do hardly anything with my time. now that im not self harming i dont know what my identity is. i thought thats who i was and now im just boring. i need a life outside of hospital cause i dont want to go back!
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