Okay so i have this problem the guy i have been seeing and dating his mom, has never meant or wanted to meet me and made him break up with me we were with each other for 2 months but we have been friends for over 3 years but kept falling out of touch he is 15 and i am 17 i know that looks weird but it really is not anyway his mom made us break up February 18 the day after our 2 month. i have always felt that his mom did not like me but it got worse after she found out that me and have had sexual intercourse, as well my family knows we have.... so to get on with it i was crying all night thinking he was cheating and lying but then i found out that his mom made him say we need to break up i found out that and i didn't cry at all i was so shocked that i couldn't breath well in the shocked stage i cut myself 4 times on the same spot i always have and I'm scared that now that me and him are not with each other that I'm gonna be cutting more and more, he was the only one that made me stop cutting I'm wondering if i should tell my mom because she said if she saw or found out that i was cutting again that she would check me in to a hospital and i would be staying there i don't want that one bit but my cutting feels so good cuz I'm in so much pain because i truly loved this guy he was the only one who i saw that cared about me and he got taken from me... i feel like I'm looked bad on because i did this but it what i do and I'm just the same as anyone, I'm a human and I'm just like the other people that don't cut the only difference is that i cut to let my feelings out not to get attention. please can anyone help or tell me if you have been in this spot I'm hurting really bad and cant sleep
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