Just feel like i want to cut again. Same place where the cuts are making them deeper. Feel like i dont want to be here anymore, finding everything too hard for me to want to carry on. People say things get better, but things just seem to be getting worse over and over again. And just when it actually feels like it's going to get better it comes crashing down on me. Cant carry on living a life that i dont want anymore. Thinking cutting deep enough is the easy way out, constantly. I do it because i feel like i deserve it. No point sitting here and crying because its doing nothing for me. Just want my liife to end now. Cant do this anymore.
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