what is it that hides inside, and sleeps, it hybernates, then one day ,,, actualy its like a matter of a couple of days it slowly awakens? you feel it growing stronger and yourself growing weaker, as it eventualy begins its descent into your veins, its claws ripping through you like blades, then your brain catches fire with thoughts, and you hear all the shit in your head , saying how worthless you really are, how messed up you are and will aways be,,,how stupid and tiny your mind is. and its voice growls in your ears then it claws its way through your chest, through your heart, you listen to the sounds echoing in your ear, same blade same vein, your will breaks, and youve given into this beast, that demands its prey,,,YOU! and it doesnt give up til you give in.
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