
Self-Injury Support Group
Whether you or someone you know or love struggles with self-injury, this is the community to discuss your experience, find support, meet others going through the same, and get advice on how to stop. Working together, we can help find alternative coping skills to reduce the urge to self-harm.

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i dropped out of college yesterday, because im too far behind, and they dont seem to want to help me, which sucks
i cut really deep last night, it still bleed from time to time now
oh well
maybe i'll be lucky and bled to death
hopefully
i dont even know why im so depressed, i should be happy, because its less pressure, and less work, but im not
im not even depressed
im not anything
i feel numb, with the emotional pain of being a failure
i dont know what to do, whether to give in or carry on
or give up and stop fighting these emotions bottled up inside my tiny head
im not allowed to drink
or get high
or cut deep
so im stuck
i cut really deep last night, it still bleed from time to time now
oh well
maybe i'll be lucky and bled to death
hopefully
i dont even know why im so depressed, i should be happy, because its less pressure, and less work, but im not
im not even depressed
im not anything
i feel numb, with the emotional pain of being a failure
i dont know what to do, whether to give in or carry on
or give up and stop fighting these emotions bottled up inside my tiny head
im not allowed to drink
or get high
or cut deep
so im stuck
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