so know its not long but been sober 4 days now, started my home detox, 1st day was a breeze to be honest unless i wanted to be morngy i found the 2nd n third day hardest but im on a roll and like my nurse says take one day at a time, i havent self harmed since i got the 17 stitches in my arms, apart from the incident with the pantry door......feelin a lot better in myself, finding it hard but had a lot of time to get away from everything on hol and contemplate my life, i feel slightly proud, my ex who hasnt seen me 4 2 weeks now textin n been nice, but i decided to get rid of my problrms, which he was a key factor, a person i know of i saw him as friends for 4 days b4 i went away he spent the 2 days before i wnt away and he respected all my wishes he knows everything and my scars arent a problem he accepts me for who i am and im feelin great saw him mon & tues and he stayin the weekend hes been such a support to me,,,,, reallly feel like things may be on the up :) x
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