Lately I have been doing really well fighting the urge to si. Last weekend I went on a camping trip and didnt have access to the internet so I called family and friends when I had the urge to si and they talked me through it. Today however I have the urge yet dont want to call anyone. I have withdrawn from everyone around me and want to be left alone...so that I can si. But I have made it to this without si and I need someone to talk to that wont judge me like I feel those that dont si do sometimes like my mother. I have a hard time talking to her because sometimes she is a trigger for me by telling me to snap out of it or think happy thoughts...that doesnt work for me and it just pisses me off for her to even suggest it. When we have talked about it before as not helping but making me want to si more....Kind of went off on a rampage but my point is I am struggling and want to chat with someone please message me or ask to be friend or whatever I need to chat. Thank you for listening. Heather
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