I have never told anyone this.. Not my brother, girlfriend, mother.. Anyone really. I am a young man just finished college with major in Finance and minors in preflaw and statistics. I am now in law school and all my life everyone thinks I am a normal guy. But in private there are times when I have moments of so much stress I punch myself very hard in the head or hit myself with other objects in the head. I have such a hard time controlling this and I really really want to stop. i am extremley embarrassed to talk about this and really do not want to go talk to anyone i know about this yet.. I guess i'm here just because I don't know where else to go and found this on google looking for other people who do this. was really surprised the amount of hits there were with other people with similar stories. I am sick of living my life this way. My life has a ton of stress in it and I really just want to cope with it like everyone else it just feels so right in the exact moment to hurt myself... That sentance alone is disturbing and clearly illustrates how messed up my head is. I am done rambling now if someone has advice would be great i'm going to look around this site now..
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