I'm so embarrassed of the scars on my left arms. Its been several weeks since I last cut, but people continuously ask me about them and I just want to turn around and ask them to mind their own business. Its hard enough for me to look at the pain that went into that cutting let alone having even doctors ask me what I've done. I really have a problem when like a specialist in something completely unrelated will ask about my cuts. I look at them like, "I didn't come in here for you to examine my cutting"--- "Isn't that the psychiatrists job." I just get so ashamed of the scars. Does anyone else feel the same way?
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