I am in a bad marriage i am fully aware of the he is very mentally and emotionally abusive. I started cutting again because of him he triggered me so bad that after 9 years i started again, he is not supportive of getting me help or anything. He dont care i do it its a disting habit in his eyes. Please dont tell me to leave okay. I am getting the means to as we speak. He went from one extreme to another he hated me for cutting and then went all supportive on me. Wanted to know everything, He wants to know what happened the first time i started back up. I can remember the night clearly i fought with the urge to do it for abour 12 hours before i started back up. He wants to know and demands me everyday to tell him what made me start back up. Do i tell him? or do i keep telling him i dont know, either way its going to be a fight. I am so lost. Does he have the right to know that its him that makes me do this?
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