I am at the end of my rope, I have been drinking and i know that that is jnot good... espeially in my state that i am. I feel more alone now then i have ever. I want him to come back but i knwo deep down that he will never come back to here. I miss him, I am so confused in all of this. I dont know whether to move 1500 miles away or to stay here and try and go on. How does one decided to just pick up and go. just one day get up and leave. I dont know I dont know waht to do.
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