i told myself i wouldn't but after many weeks of not doing anything about how i felt i finally broke and truely cut for the first time. this was only about a week ago so i'm new to it all. i hav emade one little scratch like thing for every night since then. i can be happy or sad or in between... it doesn't matter. i always cut before i go to bed now. it's not with a razor it's with some scissor like thing that was in my manicure set. i just rake it back and forth on my upper arm until i know i'll be able to see it the next morning. but it doesn't ever hurt.
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