I dont know what to do anymore i feel like i have nothing to live for no one seems to care any more and they all just think im a big baby but im not i just want one person to tell me something nice and not put me down for once in my life and the only way i can think of making evrything go away is cutting my self but i promised my boyfriend that i would stop and i don't want to hurt him any more im sick of hurting people around me and i wish my parents would pay attention to me and because i figure if my own parents dont care than why would any one else..... Im so confused and i dont want to hurt anymore i just want to be happy for once im going to turn 18 on saturday and i thought it was going to be a happy day or so everyone said that it was going to be it was for everyone else why can't it be for me just once do i want to be happy and not form hurting myself.......
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