I just cut again for the first time in awhile. I don't know why except I am at a point in my life where I don't know what to do and things are going out of control. My daugher and grandson are going to be moving out and I just don't think they can afford to do it and my stepson is hopefully going to college. I am looking forward to it being my husband and I but I just don't think these kids are ready to be on their own. We are also talking about getting a place of our own instead of renting and I want to live in one place and he wants to live in another. I think if I lived back home in another state where I am from I would be happier and he just doesn't want to live there. That would also mean leaving my daughter here alone who can barely take care of herself. Now my family will get that look on their face and have that attitude they get when I cut and that just makes me feel like a dork. I don't know what to do.
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