i took away my crutches. Caffeine, alcohol, cigarettes, chewing gum, and trying to take away my eating disorder, but had a freak out and binged and can't purge as peple here, so all that was left was cutting, and i had nothing to use as i had got rid of everything as didn't want to do it anymore, so just been burning with matches instead. I haven't done that for 10 years. It's like i had nothing left. I want to get drunk, i want to throw up, i want to.... alll i could do was burn.
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