well, i burn myself with lighters. i light them until the metal around the top where the flame comes out gets too hot to even hold, i place it to my skin and leave it there until it cools completely. and i did that for a few months, and once i moved, i miraculously stopped for a long time. but now i burnt myself on Saturday night, and i told my aunt and cousin. we all kinda think i should go get professional help, at a hospital or something. and what i kinda need to know is, IS ME WANTING OT GO CRAZY?? i mean, i want to stop, i hate seeing the scars and disappointing my family and i believe that what God says in that our bodies belong to him, and we are just 'renting'. our bodies are for him to see, and i don't want to have to expalin the damage i did to myself because of my emotions. AM I CRAZY??
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