before just latly i havent cut in about a year. I dont know why, but i fell into a depression again and therefore started to cut again. I cut on my left wrist most of the time, and it is getting to big to hide anymore. one part of me is saying "if I get caught, all it will bring is sadness and hurt to my family", but the other half is pleading " please someone see so i dont have to hide it any more" I want to talk to someone, but that costs money and exposure of my true feelings. Feeling i have never told anybody. I am scared. Scared of the title they will put on me. scared of how my family and friends will react. It will be a whirlwind of hurt, and i dont think i would be able to take it.
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