My boyfriend n I broke up on Wednesday n everything else this week has went wrong! I lost my best friend bc she found out things that happened between her brother n I. I wasnt trying to loose my life in less than a week. Everything is going wrong. Has anyone had a week sux so much that you thought about killing yourself? Im there! Im ready to leave this world but one of my friends found out n I had to promise I wouldnt do that n I dont break promises. I really wish I wouldnt have promised that. I think I have cried all that is physicaly possible. I have tried so hard to keep strong..but somedays I just hit breaking point n I cant take it rite now.It makes me feel better when I can talk to pple that kno wat Im trying to say..but somedays I just dont kno who to tell. n if I dont find someone soon I might loose it all n I wont have my life anymore.
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