I sorry for another one of these posts, im trying so hard not to cut, i know it will solve nothing and im trying to let myself heal. When i went home for christmas my dad asked me if i was still doing it and i said no because i didnt want to ruin christmas and icouldnt bare to see the look on his face if i said yes, i dont want to hurt my family. I feel bad that I lied, i wish i could of said no and ment it so much. Its driving me crazy, i need it so much right now, the feeling of release. Anyone want to chat i need distraction.
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