please help me feel loved again, i feel stuck in this endless circle of pain, where all my feelings are pushed aside beacause of the hurt and lies. i hate it, and the only thing i can do is harm myself, i feel so low sometimes that i have to, its my falt. i shouldn't have let Jared get away, i wish i would have kept him in my heart, why oh why do i do it. i couldn't hold on to the one that truely made me feel alive, so i just have to cut, I feel like it's the only way out, but latley i can't even find refuge in the usual release i find in cutting, it's become worse than the actually problem, i just need someone to help. i have no-one else to turn to. LOVE ME AGAIN JARED, LOVE ME.
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