Are you okay? Wow, maybe it was just because you were drunk and werent thinking straight. I hope your alright!

In time hunni they will stop and of course your normal we all get really down and do things we shouldnt it doesnt mean were not normal its just our way of coping please stay safe though hunni (((hugs)))

Yeah im ok,i only got bruised and a few scratches.I hope that i dont do it again expecially infront of the work friends.

I feel like that often. Your not crazy. I'm here if you need me :)
I understand

Of course you are still normal. The whole idea of the pain we bring our selves is so we feel something. I had times where I hurt so uncontrolably but had no way to express it at all, I was past numb. So I cut, and cut and cut. I covered my arm in lighter fluid once but thank god didn't light it, I've sat on train tracks waiting... the lists we all have go on and on. Self injury tendencies fuckin sucks but dont ever feel like you aren't normal. YOu just hit some kind of low and need to find a way to get it out. Try your hardest to do something positive or happy to help you through this.

i feel your tears.

yeah i do that and i pretty much feel the same way as how you described

Well ive totally lost controll now! even tho it was the other night im felling kinda bad bout it now i wish the car was going faster so i wouldnt have to do what im about to do. Thanks u guys. xxxx

whatever you're now thinking of doing, please don't?
*hug*

ive been there. i played in traffic praying someone wouldnt see me, and would run me slap over. to no avail. i was very sick then, and have since been through treatment for it, i hope you find the same.

Sorry u guys! Thanks for all ur comments and support. xx

I am the same way. For me it often turns boderline suicidal. do you think that might be the case for you?

yeah well most times im suicidle. i wish that i had none of these feelings or urges anymore. xx

It might have been the alcohol, but that could have brought up your need for pain. You're not weird. When it comes to SI, any pain will suffice.

I've given myself "smileys" with lighters, pulled my hair out from the roots, purpously thrown myself down concrete hills, the list goes on.

I think you need to cut back on the drinking and really think about things before you decide to do them, and not just act on impulse.

Hope all goes well for you, hun.