i havent hurt myself in 3 months but tonight is becoming a real struggle. i tried to call someone on the phone but they didnt answer. i am having issues with my housemate but she wont tell me what ive done. i went for a night walk, but that didnt help. ice and rubber bands never help. i actually want to overdose more, i have 12 sleeping pills here. but i dont really want to fuck up my life again? does anyone have any suggestions? does anyone even care? please help.
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