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I wish it was all over

deleted_user
deleted_user
I know I dont post much in here cause I do a lot of loitering in depressio, but right now this is the only community that may be helpful tonight.
For 3 days I've just gone from depressed, to sad to angry s hell to sad again. what more do I hve to say, I got nothing to lose. I lostm y since to think straight , and I dont think I even care at all anymore. NUMB NUMB NUMB...such a pointless feeling. So....I started self medicating. 5 ativan later and now enjoyin a beer. I can barely walk or keep my eyes open. But in 2 hours I can put my baby to bed and then work on cutting this feeling away. Yes it needs to be released, cause I need a fix in order to make it through another night like last.

Sorry I know a lot of you dont know me but theres a lil more in my last journal entry. I gots nothin really to say. I jsut want some help, or advice.
Smash
Smash
should you really be drinking if you are taking care of your baby?
deleted_user
deleted_user
I have to go but just letting you know I'm here *hugs* I'll reply more later
deleted_user
deleted_user
of coarse not, but she is napping right now, and I needed to ballance the medication i took out.
deleted_user
deleted_user
*hugs* try to resist, remember your baby, stay strong for her
deleted_user
deleted_user
wanted you both to know I had a very loving friend sit here with me last night to help me and make sure I didn't fall flat on my face. I was more messed up than I realised. I still feel like shit, and have been cryiing like a baby, but sometimes that helps. I did end up cutting for the first time since july so I let myself down, but I think i needed it.
Thansk for the concern. xo
deleted_user
deleted_user
god..i can feel your pain...i know exactly what and why you do it...
joeyruready
joeyruready
Your post brought tears to my eyes. I feel your pain. I lived through it. I know it. I want to encourage you not to give up. I dont think you let yourself down. You are in a process of developing other ways of coping. Si is powerful but we can defeat it together. you are not alone. You are my friend. I am glad you had another friend with you. I just want to encourage you to keep trying. Its so hard to feel hopeless I know. Look at me, I havent cut for 8 years. I did it for 32. My life is really so much better now. Read my journal entries. Try to be patient with yourself. You are worth the effort. Your child needs you healthy. You can overcome this. You will be so amazing that you cant even imagine today the person you will become. The darkness has passed from my life and today I live in the light of day with the sun shining on my smiling face, the tears in my eyes are for you, and for all who still suffer as I once did. May the peace of God be with you.
deleted_user
deleted_user
no problem hun, we're always here for you! glad you had a friend come over!
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