I almost committed suicide just a little while ago it was because I'm in love with my ex-boyfriend. And a couple days ago he told me he loved me too, and we had a nice afternoon together, it was like a dream come true... But earlier tonight he told me he doesn't love me anymore he wouldn't tell me why, but I know it's because he wanted me to open up to him about my cutting, and I did, and I think that scared him away why do I ruin everything in my life.? What's wrong with me.? I just want someone to love me and care about me, But nobody ever will because I'm fat, ugly, stupid, and a completely unlovable person why me.? And sorry if I bored anyone with my never-ending rant about my shit-whole of a life
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