I've been fighting so hard against self harm. I punched a wall tonight and I have been proud that I didn't cut. I wanted to, but my friend interrupted me and I am staying at her house so I don't hurt myself more. My hand is really bruised and swollen, but I'm proud that I didn't do what I always do at least. I feel pretty lost right now, and I don't know how to cope. Ugh.
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