ok first of all i have to admit that i do have a problem. never wanted to admit it but i do. i thought i could control it "not to cut myself anymore" but i can't. it's like everytime i do it i go deeper and deeper and it hurts very badly. the reason i started cutting myself was because thats how i would solve my problems i didn't have no one to talk too. i would keep everything bottle up inside of me never would i ever express myself to anyone. when i started noticing that as much as i want to stop i can't i just simply can't by myself. in a way it has come like an addiction and that scares me. it's like everytime i feel sad, bad, angry, depress i have to go to that extend cut myself. it's like this person comes inside of me in a way. i just don't know what to think anymore. i don't know what is happening to me. NEED ADVICE!!!!
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