I wish I could be numb to all these feelings. My mom is trying to get me to see a therapist. I want to but cutting myself is less work. All I feel like doing is sleeping and that's it. I'm tired of living. REALLY tired. I wish there was a way to give up and not kill yourself. I'm not in school or working. I'm 18 almost 19 and I'm already a failure. What do I do now when I feel like I can't even physically get up. My body gave up on me and so did I.
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