I am sitting here feeling really down, i dont know what has caused it but i have tried all day to get out of this with no success. All i can think about is cutting, i want to so badly, the only reason i am not is because my bf and a friend is here. As soon as i am alone, i know i will be reaching out for the knife. I want to give up. I see no other way out, if i hadnt taken all my meds the other night to make me sleep i would be taking them now and drugging myself into a world of nothingness
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