I've started carrying something around with me so I can wherever and whenever I need to. Even though this is the longest I have ever managed (5 weeks). I don't want anymore scars, I have more than enough. But I'm finding it really hard right now. I'm staying all weekend at my boyfriends and I'm scared I will there now I have something. He told me once if I ever do it while he is around then that would be the end of us because if I can do it while he is there then I can do it while his kids are there and he won't do that to them. I understand that, I do. I just feel like I really need to right now. I really want to! I don't want to let down my therapist though either. I'm so confused.
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