Last night I got very very angry and wanted to cut instead I sat there and waited for those feelings to pass and I ended up crying my eyes out and talking about what was wrong with my bf, if I had lost my temper or cut none of that stuff would have come out and I wouldn't have felt better for it, I always thought that cutting helped me but it hindered me and stopped me realising why I was hurting so much.
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