hello im 15 and i am Verrrrrry shy so i don't talk to many people ( this is really hard for me) the only person that knows i self harm is my best friend but its not the self harm im really worried about i was going to join the depression group but i havnt been diagnosed even though i know i am... my mother refuses to let me go to a doctor to find out what is wrong when i tried to talk to her she told me i was doing it for attention and that i was going to be labled for the rest of my life... i know you are probably thinking oh she is just a bratty teenager but im not i have for the past eight years become the "adult" in my family i would have to take the keys away from my father who is a very agressive alchoholic that is also addicted to narcotics while my mother works back to back shifts to put food on the table. the past year i started to self harm and i thought you know i would only do it once or twice but that wasnt the case and the feeling i got from it is starting to demand more so im scared...i am also very suicidal its almost every other thought that i want to kill myself... i actually almost took my own life last monday and i have told my best friends mother about all of this because she is a phycologist and she thinks i might do inpatient i have been able to keep my grade up amazingly and im just wondering if anyone has done inpatient before and if it helped and do you think i might need it ( this is not the whole story trust me if you want to know more message me) please and thank you :)
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