i don't know what to do the pain is unbarable so many poeple gone so many lives lost so many memories racing through my mind no time for slowing down too many lies too many bad times the urge to hurt myself to make me feel better no contact with people who i can talk to no one understands crying blood tears flashbacks pain so i cut deeper and pass out. wake up in poll of blood crying. just happened and i think i need to go to the hospital but can't tell aunt or uncle what i did! this is so hard i feel so helpless andit feels as if there's no hope.i just want to die pain unbearable. want to die... want to kill myself.... i just don't know
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