i don't know what to do the pain is unbarable so many poeple gone so many lives lost so many memories racing through my mind no time for slowing down too many lies too many bad times the urge to hurt myself to make me feel better no contact with people who i can talk to no one understands crying blood tears flashbacks pain so i cut deeper and pass out. wake up in poll of blood crying. just happened and i think i need to go to the hospital but can't tell aunt or uncle what i did! this is so hard i feel so helpless andit feels as if there's no hope.i just want to die pain unbearable. want to die... want to kill myself.... i just don't know
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...