HI ALL I HAVE NOT CUT IN A LONG TIME BUT TODAY I DID 3 TIMES . I BEEN SO DOWN FOR A WHILE NOW AND BEEN HAVING BAD DREAMS FOR 2 WEEKS NOW . I TRYED VERY HARD NOT CUT AND I DID . I CANT DEAL WITH MY FEELING NO MORE OR MY PASS AND THINGS THAT ARE GOING ON IN MY FAMILY . THE CUTTING MADE ME FEEL SO GOOD . BUT NOW I DO NOT KNOW IF I CAN STOP . I FIND MY SELF CRYING IN THE SHOWER SO NO ONE KNOWS I WAS . I PUT ON A HAPPY FACE ALL THE TIME SO NO KNOW SOMETHING WROUG WITH ME . MY HUBBY AT WORK RIGTH NOW SO HE DOES NOT KNOW I CUT MY SELF IAM GOING TO HIDDLED IT FROM HIM CUZ I CAN NOT PUT HIM THOUGTH THIS AGAIN . I HAVE NO FRIENDS AND NO ONE COMES OVER MY HOUSE TO SEE ME OR CALL ME . IF SOMEONE CALLS ME ITS TO TELL ME ABOUT THERE PROBLIS. I FEEL SO SAD ALL THE TIME .FEELS LIKE IAM GOING OUT OF MY MIND . THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ THIS MISTY240
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