I snapped and I SIed. It has been almost 2 weeks and I was doing so well. My mom had a heart attack today, when I was at work. The ER called me and said that she had a heart attack. Thankfully, I was just getting off- so I went straight to the hospital. After I was there for around 15 minutes, the anxietym stress and sadness took over and I went to the bathroom. Since I had nothing sharp with me, I just scratched and dug my thighs with my fingernails. Felt better afterwards. Now sad and disapointed that I snapped.
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