Well yea I'm really new so I don't know how things here work so here goes nothing. I'm really depressed lately I can't seem to pull out of it my meds are'nt working my doctor has no clue whats happening and all I wana do is cut I have razor's sitting on my bed right now they never leave I have tryed to get rid of all the razors and things I could cut with b4 but I end up getting more when I feel stressed which only leads to me cutting sense the last time that happend I just kept the razors almost as a security blaket just to know they were there incase I needed them and I have been takeing them out and looking at them and someetimes just seeing them can calm me down enough but lately seeing them is not enough I find myself playing with them and wanting so badly just to do it and I can feel it building and I don't want to but I can feel I'm going to and I really just wana get some stuff off my chest and talk to someoen who knows what I'm going through right now and can offer some advice Thank You and any advice is appreciated
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