i know someof you know i've been having to wait, and i just talked to my primary care and he says i have to go. i DO NOT want to call a fucking ambulance. but, my mom is drunk my sisters aren't talking to me, my brother is pretending nothings wrong, and the other friends available either are probably fucked up and others have no car and some are single mothers, but, ALL the rest that could, i don't want to call on for help. because some of them i don't want them to know, some of them i don't want to really have in my life anymore, some of them are gonna hang it over my fucking head forever. AAAAAAAAAAAAH. i actually feel SO much better already just being able to bitch about this all and not have it be anyone in my life. anyone wanna just write back to talk so i don't cut? please?
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