It was over a year since the last time I cut. I stayed away from the urges and was able to deal with life a little easier. Then on sunday I had to go back to the place where I was raped as a child (the church I grew up in), and I relapsed. All of a sudden the urges were too strong to handle. I have cut every night since then. I tried to stop last night, but it hurt too much. I'm scared.
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