My cutting is getting so out of control. I'm doing it more & more frequently & it's becoming so much less controlled than it used to be. Last night I found myself just slashing at any part of my body I could get to. I don't really want to kill myself, but I know I'm so uncontrolled when I feel that way that I'm terrified that I'm going to off myself accidently & I'd hurt so many people by doing that. Only very few of my friends and none of my family even know that I SI, I just don't know where to turn for help
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??