I've been ok for more or less a month now but tonight I've had a complete break down and I'm not even sure why.Maybe its just all the things I've kept bottled up catching up to me but none the less I just want to grab my razor and cut.I just don't know what to do with myself and I'm torn because I want to cut but I then I don't want to at the same time because I know it will ruin the progress I've made so far.I'm so frustrated with myself and I'm not even sure if I want to have to go through this everytime things catch up with me its just so hard and its bound to be to hard at some point or another.
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