I am cutting again after a year without it. With each cut I'm going deeper and deeper. Tonight I was able to close the wound with a couple butterfly band-aids. What if the next time I need stitches, then what? I am worried that I am going to fall back into old habits and begin cutting to the tendons again. I am even contemplating checking myself into a hospital. The only problems with that would be the fact that they would probably screw with my medications and that they would most likely take away my cigarettes. I smoke a pack a day and nicotine withdrawal wouldn't help me too much. What should I do? I mean I'm really starting to scare myself. Any advice or input would be appreciated. Thanks in advance.
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