hi i'm julie, i have been SI free for like 6months. buti been on and off for like the last 3,4 years. anyway. i have social anxiety disorder and OCD. today out of nowhere i took out a ciggarette and lit it and burned my slef, relit it three more times and burned myself angain. then i binged ate took 5 laxatives and cut my leg 3 times. i feel like i am on a path of destruction and no where to turn off. i need some help. a friend, some one i can talk to and not worry about them telling someone or something like that. thanks for reading
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