I do not understand how this has started... Recently Ive stopped smoking weed... When you smoke that shit it makes you not dream... because of some receptors in your brain I havnt had dreams in years... I stopped smoking about 3 weeks ago and now that Im dreaming again I wish I wasnt... I keep having these dreams that Im cutting myself all over and o so deep... I end up just laying there until I bleed out go into shock and die... I wake up right after im supposedly dead or whatever basicalyl screaming and sweating and Im very emotional... I have looked at myself in the mirror afterwards and Im so pale too... Does anyone know anything about this... It scares me and If I cant get it to stop Im gonna start smoking pot again So I dont have to dream about cutting I do it enough when Im awake Now i cant even get away from it while I sleep... Granted Im extremely depressed and miserable... I feel soo hopeless and Ive been carving words into me l8tley I just want this all to stop but maily Im scared and sick of dreaming I cut so badly that I bleed out and die.... Please someone help me understand this...
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