And oh my god i am so tempted right now. I don't even have a razor here. I left it at school. But i've been good most of winter break only a few slips. But now i just want it so bad. Seeing the slits on those people's throats. God it reminded me of how my shoulder looked before it healed up. I want it so bad again. See how deep i can go. Scratch the bone even. Seeing that blood squirt out on the movie...uhh i wish it was mine. I know i sound weird and stupid but i don't know i just need it now so so bad.
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