I just took vicodin. I am all alone at home for 3 weeks. I am depressed and feeling very lonely. If its not pills tonight, it'll be alcohol tomorrow.... I have this void in me, and I don't what to fill it with. I've lost religion, I've lost so much. I use to rub my skin raw with a wash cloth when I would feel angry or sad... now, I do other things, like drink, take pills, smoke. I have urges and I cannot control them.
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